My Aunt's Reading on Patrick

One day my mom and aunt were talking about the paranormal over instant messaging when Mom brought up my knight. Out of the blue my aunt decided to do a reading. This was the very first reading ever done on him, which I believe happened on October 1, 2002.



Aunt:
He has not come back to this life.

Mom:
In her dream - He is on his horse. It is rearing. It is like a battle is going on. He has a sword. She is frightened. He is the leader.

Aunt:
He must have died in battle. And he is letting her know he is still there waiting for her. She must not be frightened.

Mom:
Very fierce. She grabs a woman’s hand and runs into a white tent. It has furniture in it. She hides from him. They are afraid.

Aunt:
White stands for purity and spiritual things. He is not there to hurt her. He is there to protect her.

Mom:
Then he opens the tent flap and peers in right at her. She wakes up.

Aunt:
She needs to confront him. Tell him she understands.
He wants her.
He has to be patient because she has to finish this life.

Mom:
Oh, okay. She says they were very afraid.

Aunt:
Because she doesn’t know who he is, but he knows her.

Mom:
He was evil looking. Fierce.

Aunt:
He will not hurt her.
Yes, he was a warrior.

Mom:
Not evil. Fierce.
His eyes were huge and white (when she saw him as a ghost).

Aunt:
I will talk to him.
Yes, he is a spirit.

Mom:
Okay. Kris knows he is not evil. Because as a child, when he came to her, he froze when she looked at him.

Aunt:
No, he loves her but is mad that she has not come back.
He misses her.
He will be aggressive.

Mom:
He isn’t earthbound?

Aunt:
NO

Mom:
Like waiting in a castle for her?

Aunt:
But she keeps coming back.
Yep.

Mom:
And he does not?

Aunt:
Right. He has chosen not to come back. I will try to contact him.
OHHHH

Mom:
Kris thinks he was there for her sister.

Aunt:
NOOOO he is there for Kris.
Not her sister.

Mom:
I agree.
Remember her medieval vision? About me (possibly).

Aunt:
Yes.

Mom:
Waiting to climb up the castle wall.

Aunt:
I believe you and I were there at the same time. I read books about castles and feel I have been there. Walked on the cold stone floors and felt the cold walls.

Mom:
Some of her dreams were seeing “paintings.”

Aunt:
Maybe she was an artist.

Mom:
Kris wants to know if the dream about him was just a dream or a memory.

Aunt:
His spirit is trying to contact her. He doesn’t mean to scare her.

Mom:
I think so, too.

Aunt:
He is so lonely for her.
I will do the cards on him.

Mom:
She is reluctant to believe he is waiting for her.

Aunt:
Ace of Swords. YES.
It is him.

Mom:
Kris says maybe we were twins back then?

Aunt:
Yes, I bet we were. I have always felt that we should have been twins.

Mom:
I have always felt like I was a twin but nobody would tell me where my twin was?
So what do his cards mean?

Aunt:
He was a very important knight.
He was very much in love with Kris.
She died.
Or he died.

Mom:
But did she love him?

Aunt:
YES.
Oh very much so.

Mom:
He must not have come back at all yet.

Aunt:
NO
He doesn’t want to come back.

Mom:
Kris wishes she hadn’t. She’s told me so many times that she doesn’t belong in this time.

Aunt:
I don’t believe I do, either. I understand how she feels.
I will tell him to be patient.

Mom:
.... And I told her when she told me about the castle turret that I was going to get a baby from the woman in the castle. I was getting a baby that was stolen. Kris says someone was going to lower a rope or something down to me but maybe they got caught?

Aunt:
Maybe that is how I got here. They beheaded me. Ha!

Mom:
Kris could have been a captive he fell in love with.

Aunt:
TRUE.

Mom:
That would explain her fear of him.

Aunt:
Well I have a fear of being smothered.

Mom:
In her dream, she says it was a battlefield. She says he was the LEADER.
Yelling directions to the warriors.
He had a white horse.

Aunt:
OH MY GOD
I just pulled a card on him and it was a white horse. The sun card.
Wow

Mom:
Now that is funny.

Aunt:
Just as you said it.
Wow

Mom:
Do you suppose he’s constantly watching her?

Aunt:
Oh yes
She needs to talk to him.

Mom:
Literally?

Aunt:
Yes. She needs to chat with him.
Let him know she is aware of him and that he knows she is a very private person and to be patient.

Mom:
She says he had a chance to speak and was stunned when he saw she could see him.

Aunt:
Yes, but she was a child.
He was guarding her. Children can see spirits. Adults have a harder time of it.

Mom:
She was about 7 when she saw him in real life. He was fixing the covers at her feet. Smoothing them out.

Aunt:
He must have loved her dearly.

Mom:
And he looked up and noticed her staring at him and he stopped moving. He wasn’t even breathing.

Aunt:
It frightened him.

Mom:
Did he recognize the child as the woman he loved?

Aunt:
She wasn’t supposed to see him.
Yes. Of course. He knew she needed to come back.

Mom:
I agree with you.

Aunt:
So he was protecting her.

Mom:
Just “checking” in on her.

Aunt:
Does she see a letter in her mind, ever?

Mom:
She says no.
He was dressed as a knight. Dressed in burgundy. With a vest. Vertical stitching. Blonde pageboy above the shoulders.

Aunt:
He said he would come to her in peace.

Mom:
What the hell does that mean? ;o)

Aunt:
I could hear him screaming at me.

Mom:
He is screaming what?

Aunt:
I told him to come to her in peace in her dreams. That his forcefulness scares her.
He screamed, "BUT I LOVE HER!"
Then I envisioned him kneeling and bowing his head and saying he would do so.
Bowing his head.

Mom:
Good. Maybe we’ll get somewhere now. It has haunted her forever.

Aunt:
Does he have hair to his shoulders?

Mom:
Yes. Yellow.

Aunt:
YES

Mom:
Dressed very well.

Aunt:
It was him. I know it was.

Mom:
In burgundy.

Aunt:
Blonde hair. YES

Mom:
Yellow blonde. Very blonde.

Aunt:
It was him. I know it was. He had a deep voice.

Mom:
Name?

Aunt:
He won’t come back. He won’t tell me. May start with an L.

Mom:
Kris says she just knows he was dressed weird and looked different from men she knew. She was only 7.

Aunt:
I asked him, but he would not come back.

Mom:
Wonder why? Lord something? Kris says she was thinking “L.” Now that is weird.

Aunt:
No, it is not weird. It is connecting to the Other Side. Maybe he will come back. He has to want to talk to me.

Mom:
Maybe he’ll come to you in a dream and talk to you. He can channel to you.

Aunt:
He has a very deep voice. Yes, he can. Sometimes I get better stuff awake than asleep.

Mom:
Kris wants him not to scare her again.

Aunt:
I told him so. I saw a tear coming down his face.

Mom:
Oh, wow. He was crying. Maybe relieved to make contact?

Aunt:
Yes. I told him he was scaring her. He got on one knee and bowed his head to me.

Mom:
So he agreed to do what you asked. This is good.

Mom:
Kris doesn’t want him to be sad.

Aunt:
I told him he didn’t have to come back to me but he needed to go to her and make peace. He knows my name! He said “Yes, Cynthia, I will go to her.”

Mom:
Ask him if he knew you then, too?

Aunt:
When I ask his name, I feel nothing. He won’t answer.
Okay.

Mom:
Lord something…. Maybe that is the “L.”

Aunt:
He said I was his mother????????????

Mom:
And me?

Aunt:
He said, “Don’t you remember?”

Mom:
Did he know me? Kris tried to play her vhs tape of First Knight today and it messed up. The sound was crackling.

Aunt:
“I knew all of you well.”

Mom:
How does he know Kris? How did they meet? Did they marry?

Aunt:
He is playing games with me. He won’t tell me.

Mom:
Ha! Perhaps it is too hard for an old Knight? Not tough enough for the 21st century? ;o)

Aunt:
I had tears rolling down my face and I didn’t even know it. This is so weird.

Mom:
Yes, I understand. At one point I felt it, too.

Aunt:
I asked, “Why did you not come back?” He just screamed NO

Mom:
NO MORE
Kris understands.

Aunt:
And I said, but she did. And he shook his head.
His name is Patrick.
Was there a name of that then????
He said his name is Patrick.
????

Mom:
Omg! That is the name we gave a puppy dog statue I have. ;o)

Aunt:
Were there Patrick’s then?

Mom:
Yes, I suppose. St. Patrick.

Aunt:
We need to find out.

Mom:
I will look it up. What country is he from?

Aunt:
He said I came back to find my children, but I couldn’t find them because they didn’t come back.
Ireland.
Wow. That was fast. I just read what you said and Ireland came to me.
But that would match the name, wouldn’t it?

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(Conversation was lost, so they began a new one)

Mom:
Patrick is the most common Irish name. And there were Irish Knights as well. What was that about his children? He was looking for them?

Aunt:
He said I came back to find my children.

Mom:
He came back to our time to find them?

Aunt:
But what I didn’t understand was that they chose not to come back.
NO, I DID. He came to find Kris.
“But her name was not Kris.”
Whatever that means. Ha!
Ana something, Annabelle, Ana???

Mom:
He remember her name? I will look up Irish women’s names.

Aunt:
GREAT. Let me know.

Mom:
I will. And were they married?

Aunt:
Yes. He showed me flowers, white ones around her neck.
????

Mom:
When they were married?

Aunt:
Yes. See if the Irish wore flowers around their necks in ceremonies.

Mom:
I will look into marriages during that time, too. She must have come from a wealthy family.

Aunt:
Yes.
He said, “We know why we love lavender?”
Is there lavender in Ireland?

Mom:
The flower

Aunt:
Yes

Mom:
England.

Aunt:
Yes. The smell. I don’t know.

Mom:
I don’t know about Ireland.

Aunt:
Maybe Kris was from England and he was from Ireland.

Mom:
Perhaps. Very close to each other.
Why does he say we know why we love lavender?

Aunt:
I don’t know.

Mom:
He speaks in riddles.
England is full of lavender.

Aunt:
Yes, he does.
He is playful.

Mom:
Good, he has a sense of humor.

Aunt:
It is so weird. Now I can tell when they want to speak and when they don’t.

Mom:
Is this the first big thing like this for you?

Aunt:
No, I’ve done it many times.
If it ever happens to you, you’ll understand the difference in thinking and knowing.

Mom:
Her name was Celtic. Very hard to pronounce. I think it starts out as Ana…

Aunt:
Ana something. Yes.

Mom:
Celtic. Very ancient.

Aunt:
Analeigh… Ana???

Mom:
Ask him if her name was Celtic.

Aunt:
He won’t answer me.

Mom:
Very hard to spell. Very hard to pronounce.

Aunt:
He has pulled back.

Mom:
Shoot. He is tired. Kris will wait for him in her dreams and perhaps he will make her understand. It has haunted her all her life, for 21 years.

Aunt:
He is watching over her. He will not go away.
“Her spirit is the old one.”
That is what he said.

Mom:
And Patrick was your child.

Aunt:
Yes, he calls me MOTHER.
And I just blurted out his name when I was talking to him. Like I knew it.

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Day After Reading -

I didn’t sleep a wink that night. I was even feeling edgy the day before the reading - which wasn’t even planned - so I guess that, subconsciously, I knew something was about to happen?

The morning after the reading I was getting ready for work. The school didn't call that day, so I went on the internet to look at Victorian graphics and to find a clipart pic I saw a while back that looked a lot like Patrick. Lol! During my search I stumbled on this one site that had pretty graphics with poems. A couple of those had medieval paintings. Two of the poems echoed what my aunt was saying in her reading.

It took me years to finally concede that perhaps stumbling into those poems wasn’t an accident. That perhaps I was LED to find those poems as confirmation for my aunt’s reading.

Come Back To Me
We Meet By Chance

PS - I just realized that in one reading years later Patrick kept mentioning "I'm Francis." What if what he was really saying was "Francine," as that's the author of the poems above? What if by "I'M Francis (Francine)" what he meant was that those poems were from him? (Which he did mention in that one reading; that he led me to them).

He also did mention another poem later on, but that happened a reading or two after the "Francis" mention. That time, he wasn't talking about the two poems above either.

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Update 9-20-11; My Niece's 15th Birthday!


It dawned on me that perhaps when he said "We know why we love lavender," it's related to those pet rabbits?! (What I'm speaking of is mentioned in one of the readings found in another post on this site). I read today that rabbits love to eat lavender, and that the males even roll in the scent to attract females.

Patrick was very adamant about those rabbits in a couple readings, and I've had many dreams where there's a rabbit present. In one dream (the one with my niece) he was in total disbelief that I didn't remember them from that past life. Just MAYBE there's a connection here with the bunnies and lavender?